There are moments in a person's life, when he or she realizes in full power that they've kept their eyes shut for certain things. Not that they haven't known this before, it's just like they see it in a different light. The Sad part is that when you come to such a situation you just refuse to accept it as it is. Your eyes had been shut for so long, that you continue to see things as you want them to be.
I had such e revealing event yesterday. It wasn't a big deal, I knew most of the things I heard, but still it's really disturbing and stressful situation to see things in a different way... Unfortunately I've been self decieved for so long, that I simply cannot open my eyes as I should... and I continue to follow a path, I don't actually see. Blind, stranded, hopeless... and still decieved.